simple as that.

Sing,
I want to learn how to.
Dance,
I would love to.
See the world,
sign me up.
Learn,
I am an open book and willing.
Draw,
give me a pen.
Find you.
I am looking.
Drinks,
I wanna slow down.

I love my mind,
not the hazy version.

World,
I want you to all know me.

God,
I am looking.

Change,
Changes will be made.

Snowed in Soul.

Crazy day,
snow day here.
stoned and already on my second
coffee break.
Today is meditation day,
time to find my inner
most self.
I am happy,
relieved,
the anxiety
which corroded the walls
of my soul for so long..
wearing away.
Dissipation from you
will end.
A less haunting distraction
will land on my feet.
Productivity,
self indulgence,
learning,
happiness,
ultimately will be
proper direction for
2012.

I told you on the phone last night.
I agreed with you..
seeing you is
poison for my soul.
Infect myself no more,
Infect you no more.

Retrieve success,
followed by love
 a clear heart and mind.
Spend your dreams hand
over fist,
not your empty wallet.
Find happiness
out of loneliness,
not self-loathing.
   Be honest.

I want to use my art,
my mind and
emotional genius ability
to find my success.
I have never looked to God for help.
Not sure where to find him
but I may take a peek.

Guess???

Stirring my dreams,
ambition stirs
a craze over me.
How to confess what to say,
how to talk about
true ever lasting,
I know its what you want...
True, ever lasting love.
How did I tangle myself in that,
was it my big lips,
my unspoken words
heard from eye to
eye contact.
You  can hear me when you can't hear me.
This is cruel, true
ever lasting love.
Is this what you want?
Forget about me,
don't drag our fangs against
the concrete forever.
I want your true,
ever lasting love.
It's what I want.
It's what you want too.
True,
ever lasting
It's what you want,
It's what I die for.
True,
ever lasting love.

wanna be Henry B.

I have a ache on the left side
of my stomach.
my liver is over there.
have I hurt myself?
Its no surprise,
all the booze
the smokes,
lack of sleep,
lack of water.
My diet has found rock
bottom.
Why? Why do I do this.
I am a troubled 28 year old
man.
I stumble on my words,
trip on my thoughts,
erase my dreams.
I must retain my innocence again,
my resilience and courage
to power ahead.
I need to find fortitude
and serenity.
Is that with myself?
Do I find it with you?
fuck.
someone tell me.
Maybe I should finally pick
up a
Bible.
Maybe its time to study GOD.
maybe the big guy in
the sky
is
the one for me.
I have ADD.
I can't read longer than
10 minutes.
Help me.
I'm on my knees
on this wet gravel street.
It's raining,
I'm naked and ashamed.
Not cold though,
I lost my sense miles and miles
back.
You're out the my darling
two birds in a tree.
Share that branch with me.